RLP had a
great essay on being a skeptic. This is one of his early essays (I think it is in the book too) where he is explaining his journey.
These were the Christian people who nurtured me and taught me my faith.
There was a leeetle problem though. Early on it became apparent that something was different about me. I couldn't make myself believe some parts of the bible. I was a natural born skeptic.
When told the Noah and the Ark story in Sunday School, I quickly figured out that two of every kind of animal would not fit on one boat. No one else seemed to be doing the math. I could no more believe the ark story than I could believe the sky was green. I wanted to believe. Believing seemed nice, but I couldn't. I COULD NOT.
I can really relate to that. In my recent conversations with my buddy from Texas, it occurs to me that I am a very rational person. That doesn't mean smarter than him, or anyone, for that matter. But I am a skeptical person. And have been for some time. I don't think that is a bad thing.
The Preacher discovered that faith was an action, not a feeling. He chooses to believe despite the voices of doubt in his head. I respect the hell out of that. And I try very hard to do that myself.
I watched Bill Maher last night. Normally I avoid because even though he is funny, his guests usually bug me and I find myself angrier than before. Last night, his guests were Andrew Sullivan, Ben Afleck and Salman Rushdie. The conservative Andrew Sullivan was more angry with Bush than anyone. That was entertaining.
But in the middle of that conversation, Maher (as he often does) blamed religion for Bush. All religion. He thinks that people of faith are stupid for believing "nonsense." I think Bootleg Blogger has had the very same reaction. It frustrates us that he would dismiss all people of faith. And Sullivan and Afleck jumped him for it.
But Maher raises an interesting point and helps me clarify my own skepticism and struggle with faith. I respect faith, because it is asking questions about those things we cannot know for sure. We cannot, as flawed human beings, know for sure that God even exists. We don't know why there is suffering and death or why we are even here. Faith is that conversation of trying to figure out meaning and hope and understanding. It is a good thing.
But my conservative evangelical friends want me to apply that faith in other areas--other areas where there are other "ways of knowing." For example, I don't need faith to study history. I need documents and a keen mind. I can speculate on what those people believed and thought, but I don't need faith for that. Likewise with science. I don't need faith to understand evolution or cell biology. I need empirical evidence.
But my conservative evangelical friends want to apply faith to everything. I am supposed to have faith that God wanted George Bush in office. (Bucky U. Badger sent
this essay that is on point) That reminds me of a discussion regarding how the Aztecs must have seen Cortez. Previous explanations suggested that Cortez's armor and horses must have convinced the natives that he was some kind of God. But, as Al Crosby (I think) noted, they only had to spend any kind of time near them--smelling them, watching them eat, etc., to know they were not gods. I feel that way about Bush. I have seen too much stupidity to ever believe that God chose this man. Don't ask me to believe something that is so clearly wrong.
Don't ask me to have faith about Bush, and don't ask me to have faith about science. Global warming is real, and faith won't change that. Evolution is real, and faith doesn't change that, nor is it destroyed by it.
There is much room for faith in our world--and much need. But there is much, much room and need for reason and rationality. Christians who simply apply faith to everything are not helping us. In other words, I will work on my faith, but you all need to work on being more rational in the things that demand rational thought. Deal?